surprise surprise surprise!!

Disty's surprise was fun. masks, fireworks, good friends, good food..... awesomeness.

as I think more, now I know that being happy is enough.

She was close/close enough to be your ghost.....................

And I elongated my lift home/Yeah/ i let him go the long way round/I smelt your scent on the seat belt/And kept my short cuts to myself.....

(Cornerstone - AM)

(Window) Shopping Day

So yeah... the hell with finals. Im probably failing intro to jurisprudence. So me, Etin, Bening and Citta went to Plaza Indo to go see the Xmas edition of Brightspot Market, and did some late night sale (window) shopping. I got some striped cardi from Cotton Ink and a sketch bok from Whiteboard Journal. splurgezzzzzz.

ZARA cape. like... superwant. drool.

helping out Etin for her Xmas dress pick at (X)SML

the nike sneakers in Archive Consignment Store booth @ Brightspot Market

By now, you should know that my blog is just pictures so please dont like harsh-comment me for the sucky pics. took it from my cellphone cam. before it went totally dead from the PINGs I got.

Salem.

(photos from Ayya's birthday bash, Tumblr)

fvckity

I will. move up to NYC. and like just draw all day long. all effin day long.
catch you later, my future Brooklyn studio apt!

and yes, I've been singing Arctic Monkeys' The Fire and Thud lately.

And you're hiding in my soup
And the book reveals your face
And there's a splashing in my eyelids
The concentration continually breaks
I did request the mark you cast
Didn't heal as fast
I hear your voice in silences
Were the teasing of the fire
be followed by the thud?

O well on the mean time, I'm gonna study some more state science for my final exam. wish me luck peeps :/

xx

Our Own Glastonbury.

Me and a couple of friends went to that Jazz Goes to Campus thing in the faculty of economy, Universitas Indonesia- Depok campus. It was hell rainy that day. it was so muddy and all, my fricken flats was kind of destroyed. I should've worn boots. rainboots. but the day was kinda cute tho. nice cute. bother to look at the snapshots? (all frm bening's cam)

Bening took this pic I guess. since she's not in it. LOL.

Olivia Ong!

yup. Timur's like that on daily basis.

met up with Ail.

:) xx

I've been missing Elliot and Beth, Amy and Justin's beautiful kids. I miss them like crazy. I wish I can pack them to Jakarta.

and yeah, Ive been watching Skins. I love Maxxie. Why oh why, all cute guys have to be gay?

PS: you still owe me something. lol jk

Cheer up, we have friends!

I dedicate this post to all of my friends, hope we all be happy! xx

Gosh.

Today's air was really different. It's like, it was so gloomy and all, like something's gonna happen. Something big. There was something in the air, hanging on the atmosphere. Not love. Everyone's sick of love.

Well that was about right. it was a hectic day, for sure. It's like surprises came along the way, not really in a good way of surprises, if you know what I mean. And, yeah... I didn't order drama to my life plate, but it came out anyway.......

Enough for the intro.

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I've been reading my old posts on this blog, and I realized that I lost something big :

me. my old self.
the one who gets home, take my sketchbook, and sketch away.
the one who talks about music. the bands.
those bands most never heard of.
me, who made a mutant cat out of weird wires on the corner of my school's art room.

who talks about transparent shoes with my buddy.
who learned how to say "fuck you" in 4 different languages.
who tries to read George Orwell's books but ended up in Palahniuk.

who kicks butts in Wii sports (Tennis, it is!)
who befriends goths and skaters and freaks.
and cheerleaders and jocks too.
me, who eats chewy bars, and wears Yo Gabba Gabba shirt on daily basis.

it's been ages since I felt like myself. maybe because I used to be like... "O, how I want to be normal!!" and stuffs, but dude... I guess I'm born to be abnormal. so I'm gonna celebrate it.

I mean, I have great life now, I'm in law school, the best in the country, they said. I have really super-major-nice friends, I have people I like around me and stuff.

It's just, sometimes, I miss my old self. The grinning weirdo from a possible other planet.

xx

"It was hug a Minnesotan day yesterday"

Talking to Jonny. Finally. after quite a bit.

jawknee. says:
well that is good. I didn't know you wanted to be a lawyer.

xika says:
I.. dont.

jawknee. says:
then what?
why are you there?

xika says:
well i applied for business school, but it was pretty spendy.
my dad wanted me to get in to law school.
so here I am. i'm planning on working for the UN tho
so it probably helps.

jawknee. says:
United Nations? You know they don't like anyone who isn't white there.
lol
just kidddding.
I think that would be really cool actually.

then we talked about how he pretends to know Adam Young from that band Owl City, because the band's from Owatonna yo! O-Town represent!! I guess I just miss Minnesota :-(
xx